SAD DAY

emo emo and emo....
i cannot connect the internet yesterday..
i dont know why but yesterdy i' m very moody..
maybe that's all because my hormon not stable..
what made me sad is..my both of my my close friendwas message every time..
yes both of them have special friends...
actually i was very lucky because got that great friends..
one is cute and friendly
and another is beautiful and stylish..,
so when i was with them,sometimes i felt too small
i have nothing..=(
sometimes i felt jealous with them
everyone love them... 
but i trying for my best to threw away that feeling
with playing game or listening the music as loud as i can..
or....just pretending happy
but i know that was not a good character....please...
 i not want be a bad friends...i really love them..o_O
hey devil!!! go away from my mind....
don't  break our relationship with that innocent thing!!!!!
i hate you the evil devilll!!!
but seriously i felt little depressed yesterday....u_U
i really hope that i will throw away that feeling..
and has a nice day today...
God please bless me...